Hi mum, well it's been almost a year since I had the chance to give you a cuddle - and it's impossible to believe. You are missed very much - Janet and I tried to go for lunch in the Waterfold today but I found it impossible to stay there - as soon as we walked into the back room I was expecting to see you and dad sat at the table. I burst into tears and we had to leave. Life isn't the same without you and if it wasn't for the fact that you were so poorly I would wish that we could have got you home with us again - although we now know dad wasn't to be too far behind you and you would never have coped without him - as he so obviously didn't cope without you. You used to think you weren't loved mum but hopefully you now know just how much you were loved. You are always in my thoughts. xxx